More goodies through the mail!

I have got two packages today - my owl beads arrived... they are super cute! And a whole bag of kitsch little charms... Tonight I will try and take some piccies for you all to see.

I am also thinking about me and my family. I have been doing some deep thinking about what I want from life and where our lives are heading. At the moment my life just seems to be stuck in the same place every day. Before Ben was conceived and born I was thinking about returning to study and felt old enough and wise enough (ha ha!) to maybe start thinking about becoming a midwife... I do love those fat bellies, pregnant women waddles and all of that bubba talk. I'm not too sure how i'll deal with the blood and guts side but you never know until you try... So thats where i'm at. I'm lucky that Kevy is very supportive in what I want to do career-wise and i'm hoping that although it will be sacrafice (sp!?) now - the benefits for my children and us as a family will be imense in the future. This is all weighted on me 1) actually applying, 2) having my MIL and FIL taking care of Emily and Ben or Kevy when he isn't at work and 3) me actually being sucessful in applying... It may sound selfish too, but for my sanity at the moment I just need to acheive something BIG. Not just the little things I have been doing.

hmmmmm, food for thought...